Meh... First and most importantly, Happy Holidays people! Meh again... lol

Now the rant: So I have been presented with a large problem... Recently I obtained a game (OF FUCKING AWESOMENESS)!! And it has come to my attention that throughout this entire game, the pairing I hate with almost all of the passion in my soul is completely 100% cannon (well, I had already known it would be like that but it made me livid when I actually started playing the game itself).

It would make me feel SO much better to hear of anyone else who has ever been in love with a pairing that is completely non-cannon because part of that pairing is with A STUPID FUCKING LITTLE WHINY BITCH THAT'S PART OF A FUCKING RESISTANCE GROUP SO THAT SHE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE AS STUPID OF A BITCH! Or any situation similar. It would really warm my soul...

It doesn't have to be from anything in particular... Just a noncannon pairing that you love with passion....

Just keep in mind that if you are going to say something about Hellsing, I still find it my duty to argue against AlucardxSeras... SO DON'T MENTION IT I'M ALREADY IN A BAD MOOD! lol

and if anyone uses the letters r and i and n and o and a in a certain order, then I will scream so loud, China will hear (well, you can talk about her only if you're going to bash her.... bwahahahaha)...

Thank you for reading my rant...

IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED KUROSHITSUJI THEN GET ON YOUR ARSE RIGHT THIS SECOND!

I MEAN IT!

STOP EVERYTHING YOU'RE DOING!

PUT THE KIDS TO BED! TELL YOUR TEACHERS TO FUCK OFF! CALL IN SICK TO WORK! WHATEVER IT TAKES!

NOW GO WATCH KUROSHITSUJI OR ELSE YOU WILL BE KILLED BY THE CREEPY EVIL ANGEL THING AND NOT SAVED BY A SEXY DEMON THAT'S "ONE HELL OF A BUTLER!"

THANK YOU CARRY ON!

So I've been told I'm not dead...

I'm also old now... which means I'm less mature XD

AND THERE ARE NEW THINGS OCCUPYING MY TINY MIND!!!!

*darty eyes*

I still refuse to admit I like it though... Certain friends are going to have to work really hard to get confessions out of me... Even though my entire deviantart page is now pimped out twoard my new "not really obsession."

I don't like Final Fantasy. So there!

I GOTS A LAPTOP THOUGH!

So I can get online a lot more often and such... ^^

YA KNOW?!?

LMFAO I need me some more caffeine!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I've missed you guys a lot and I'd love to hear from you!!!

Leave me love!

AFFIRMITIVE!!!

OMG Fu...

Anywho! Bye!

LOOKING FOR A FINAL FANTASY VIII YAOI ROLEPLAY BUDDY! MUST SUPPORT SEIFERXSQUALL AND ENJOY ROLEPLAYING... A LOT!!! PLEASE RESPOND ASAP FOR I AM DESPERATE FOR A ROLEPLAY BUDDY!!!!

1. last beverage: Diet Coke
2. last phone call: Last night/ in the wee hours of the morning… I talked with Emily…
3. last text message: One minute ago… Emmy and I are discussing school… lol
4. last song you listened to: “Blame It” ….It’s on my “IM DRIVING SO GET OUT OF MY WAY BITCHES” mix CD…-_-
5. last time you cried: Last night….

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice: Yup…
7. been cheated on: Yup….
8. kissed someone & regretted it: Uhm…hmm… Maybe?
9. lost someone special: Yup…
10. been depressed: YAY! MY HAPPY PILLZ!
11. been drunk and thrown up: Never thrown up… but Germany…. Ah… good times man…

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. One: crimson
13. Two: black
14. Three: PURPLE! RAWR!

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yup
16. Fallen out of love: With my ex yeah…
17. Laughed until you cried: Almost every day
18. Met someone who changed you: Of course…
19. Found out who your true friends were: Unfortunately yes…
20. Found out someone was talking about you: *dies laughing* When ISN’T someone talking about me? I’m just that cool…
21. Kissed someone on your watch list: Nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Like 4-6….
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 girls and 1 boy…
24. Do you have any pets: A cat and a little brother…. >.<
25. Do you want to change your name: I used to…. Cuz it’s so damn common…. I wanted to change my last name to Guckenheimer… but that’s not working out too well :’(
26. What did you do for your last birthday?: Hmm… 17…. *starts dancing* BIRTHDAY SEX! J/k…. or am I?!?!!?!?!??!?
27. What time did you wake up today: My bitch of a mother woke me at 8….
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Reading fanfic then working a puzzle…
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Tonight… ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY!
30. Do you have plants: I had a cactus once… it like deflated cuz I never watered it…
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: That I could be more outgoing and smart…
32. I ATE 32 MWHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! Wait what?
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: Uhm… only on myspace… lmfao
34. What's getting on your nerves right now?: My dick… I mean boyfriend… turned his phone off so that I wouldn’t wake him up and I really need to talk to him…
35. DA Onemanga and mangafox. DA
36. Whats your real name?: Sarah… It’s so damn common it doesn’t matter if I give my full name… lol
37. Nicknames?: Uhh…. Rayne (everyone thinks that’s my name… lol), Hey you, Sarsar, Cunt, and a couple of other things… lol
38. Relationship Status?: Engaged….
39. Zodiac sign: Libra
40. Male or female?: I have boobies…. I’m a girl….
41. Elementary?: School? Uhm… AL Lotts…. Good times…
42. Middle School?: Hahahahahahahahahhahashahahahahahaha fuck.
43. High school/College?: I’m a SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL! CAN’T STOP ME NOW MOTHERFUCKERS! 
44. Hair colour: brown
45. Long or short?: long
46. Height?: I’d like to think I’m tall…. But I’m not….
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yup… my boyfriend….
48: What do you like about yourself?: My eyes and hair… that’s bout it…
49. Piercings: Only my ears… My dad thinks that piercings are the work of Satan…
50. Tattoos: He feels the same way about tattoos…
51. Righty or lefty?: Righty all the way…

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery?: Oral Surgery! Woot!
53. First piercing?: Ears… When I was like 12….
54. First best friend?: Emily
55. First sport you joined?: Basketball… back when I could play…
56. First vacation?: Uhm… Panama City Beach I think…
58. First pair of sneakers?: Uhm… No idea…

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Diet soda
61. I'm about to: Wrap a present…
62. Listening to: The Marsha Tremble case (That’s prolly not her name… oops…
63. Waiting on: My boyfriend to call….

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: Yes… Daughters…
65. Get Married?: Yesyesyes… As soon as Justin turns 18…
66. Career?: High School…. English Teacher… *superman pose*

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Lips… teehee…
68. Hugs or kisses: Def kisses…
69. Shorter or taller: Taller…
70. Older or Younger: Well… Justin is a year and a half younger so I’ll go with younger….
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Uhm… Depends on the day….
72. Nice butt or nice legs: :I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE! YOU OTHER BROTHERS CAN’T DENY! WHEN A GIRL WALKS IN WITH AN ITTY-BITTY WAIST AND A ROUND THING IN YOUR FACE YOU GET SPRUNG!!!!!
73. Sensitive or loud?: They have to be both…
74. Hook-up or relationship?: Relationship!!!
75. Trouble maker or hesitant?: Troublemakers are hawt….

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger?: Not that I know of…
77. Drank hard liquor?: Nope…
78. Lost glasses/contacts?: Don’t have them
79. Sex on first date?: Not first date! Fuck that!
80. Broken someone's heart?: Yeah….
81. Had your own heart broken?: Yeah…
82. Been arrested?: Almost! Damn… I stopped shoplifting after that… lol
83. Turned someone down?: My current boyfriend asked me out 5 times before I said yes… Today we’re celebrating our 1 year anniversary….
84. Cried when someone died?: Yup…
85. Fallen for a friend?: Justin was my bestest friend <3

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself?: What the fuck?
87. Miracles?: I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES! SO WHERE YOU FROM YOU SEXY THING? YOU SEXY THING YOU!
88. Love at first sight?: Not really…
89. Heaven?: Yes…
90. Santa Claus?: Not anymore… I ate him… Last night… lol
91. Kiss on the first date?: Sure…
92. Angels?: MOMMY! Don’t ask….
93. Ghosts?: Yup… those crazies….

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No way jose!
95. Did you sing today?: Always
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you?: Uhm… TO TITANIC BITCHES!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: That one day….
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nope! 
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Fucks!!!!!